I love today date and i miss it too ): Do you still remember ? I don't think so :/ I wondering why am i loving you so much when you didn't do alot of things for me as i mean action. Yesterday i saw you i wanted to be happy in front of you but when i look at you i wanted to cry out . When you say you have stead my hearts totally break and cry for many hours this is the answer that i don't wanna know it at all . Sometimes i thinking if you got stead anot i curios but sometimes i think again if you got stead how much hurtrs will i get it i'm thinking and what my mind want too :x Now i know hows the pain is it's totally suck ttm ! But i only know that i miss you alot . Every night wanted sleep but can't sleep cause when i close my eyes i will think of our memories those times we together and i will see those toys you give me and drop tears to sleep . I know you won't come and read it and you would not remember today date at all . Now you should be enjoying your life outside ? (: You're so happy with your life right now maybe what i did was right for you buh . I won't i