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School as normal , didn't update my blog is cause this few days keep staying at home read my book (: It's nicenice man ! Lazy to update much too. As staying at home reading book also nothing to say -.- Butbut later meet zhiqin and jianming @ 209 slackslack . Bring my book to read too <: I become guai cause i keep taking book along with me ? (: Hahah . Anyway, i do think of him sometimes although it's sad but i try my best not to think of him anymore . I know my life won't have him anymore again . Yesterday talk to mummy h2h for about 2hour plus ? (: Cause miss him so h2h talk to her norhzxc . Thanks mummy for bring my listening ear yeah :D Gonna continue read my book liao than go out later [:

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( I bun want neh <: Nicenice ? Heheh . But fcuking hate to do this as it's tiring ): )


This few days didn't update as stomach is v.pain ): Poor stomach . School as normal norhzxc . Went home bath everthing meet jianming than went TM eat and i forget my stomach is unwell yet i go eat chili -.- Stupid right as yesterday didn't eat anything at all . Than my stomach macham burning siah ! Wtf . Eat liao went popular search for nice books to read as i wanna read cause it's been many years i didn't even read books ? Even read, read till halfway lazy read :x Hopefully this time i can read finish the book <: Brought 2 books quite nice to read :D Jianming say tomorrow he buying the same book as me than read finish together go continue buying <: Buy le, than take mrt to chinatown and jianming went home . While in mrt reading almost fall asleep :x Heheh . Went for lesson . During lesson jason keep come disturb me. Keep call me laoahma . Ergggghhh, xiaodidi i older than you 1 year old only kay . Take mrt home, reading my book didn't fall asleep siah cause quite nice <: Afterthat, bus 38 back home . In bus that time the bus driver brake than an old uncle standing fall down lying on the floor siah ! Wtf norhzxc don't they have a heart for old peoples meh . & jianming and jason both also no heart want keep disturbing me ! Not guys at all norhzxc . Bullier.
And to someone, sorry i don't wanna get into relationship yet cause i still can't forget him maybe is get the hurt too much buhs . Nao most important to me is brothers/sisters&friends :D See them&him happy i'm happy enough too don't wanna wish for much le . So nao forcus on my hairstylist and n level exam the best won't get any hurt . And i'm quite abit happy with my life now as i got sisters/brothers&friends pei me while i'm sad or bored they will always be the one 24 hour pei me :) Even i still miss the life with him but i now it's impossible for us to be together again . Thanks to jianming&zhiqin pei-ing me when i need you all. All come to tampines no matter how far you all stay just to pei me niah . Other than thanks i don't know what else can i say le . When i call you all out you all confirm come out pei me only when you all work or what i understand . But my whole life most happy is to know you both this two good sister&brother buh <: Rightrgiht but you all know me more good right is your fortunate . Heheh ! Luv both of you ttm yeah . Hahah . Don't talk too much le gonna sleep as tomorrow 5am meet good brother wong jianming to take tan zhiqin file and have breakfast . Heheh :) G'night peoples :D


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Errrgggghhh, botak :D Thanks <:

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Early morning help mummy work till 11plus than went grandma house as mummy wanna me go pass angbao as 1st month baby cousin marhzxc :x So went there eat abit and daddy came too :D Happyhappy, cause got daddy to pei me so won't so shy :) Chit-chat with relative abit le uncle send me home as don't need waste time back mrt marhzxc so good . Reach home le, rest norhzxc watch show and messaging . Than shawn keep ask me meet early so delay till 5pm meet jianming than went 209 find him in the end he play basketball -.- So me and jianming went RC seat and chit-chat afterthat dexter came than shawn , ah hao they all come in seat and chit-chat . Went century square watch movie DATE NIGHT quite nice luhs funny <: But thanks dexter help me pay as give him the money he don't want :x Than i pass to jianming all jiu push here and there :/ So he ask me back the money . When watching movie that time i eating the defu don't know what thing luhs that stupid dexter pull it away . Ergggghhh . Keep wanted to pull mine but can't pull till (: Watch finish, went 209 eat . Eat finish liao , slack awhile and go home as head v.dizzy >: Wanna sleep soon le if not i'm gonna sick ):


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Laughs, thankthanks :)

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Hahah . Maybe buh ? :x You too :D

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3 people go court today :x But 2 nothing happen :D Left another 1 i not sure le . Hope he nothing happen too norhzxc :/ Stomach&pimple paiinnn neh )":

Fcuk up ! Who do you think you are ?! You go out by food give girlf eat cause she sick last time you got lykdat kiss my ass luhs horx ! Yet YOUR GIRLF talk to me and tell me everything how you two stead, when stead all purposely uh ! Stead the date also 12 ?! Wtf ! So qiao . Nabei . Say what stay at her house yesterday and today so what big deal isit ?! Tell her what tampines not fun/nice want than don't stay tampines luhs move in her house stay luhs ! I confirm one day return you back how you hurt me x2 ! Tell me what baby her baby there don't make me vomit luhs don't even know who i am and can tell me so much thing why don't you go do luv strangers also can luhs <: I'm fcuking hot right now ! Really feel like beating you but afterthat feel like crying again BUT i won't cry for you anymore ! I'm gonna look down on you you're the first person who let me look down on ! Happy buh . Childish mind & acting one big ! I this time gonna delete everything concern about you ! Fcxk off my mind !

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Yesterday Peektures (:






Lazy update :x Come back update again if i free .
Going out meet jianming go tm :D Shoppshopp <: !
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Meet jianming at 201 went t1>tm>century square -.- As i wanna find keychain put my handphone . Brought the keychain ice-cream afterthat went qiji eat . Eat finish, stomach abit pain as morning eat bread till now heaven eat somemore eat chili now stomach pain ): Went walkwalk again to find pacifier(tutu) got find until but all is real want the baby suck want than jianming say whitesand got so pull him pei me go whitesand find cause he lazy go so pull him go . Heheh when whitesand can't find it -.- Saw joey so ask her where got sell she say central got sell go take bus to central there find in the end also real want me and jianming find till sot siol in the end buy the real want and hang norhzxc . Afterthat take bus back home :D Tomorrow 3 people going to court , i hope all of them nothing happen (: Bless them worx <:

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Santa: Thanks (: Hope he can jio her back :D Hope i can find back my smile too <: Thanks [:

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I do want kay :D It's diffcult do le also angry uh . Hate bunning ! :x

Went school as normal . After school went home rest awhile than went to chinatown as got night lesson :x End liao meet ben at 201 makan :D Went home afterthat . Today confirm sleep soundly want as yesterday wanted to sleep but see some message in the end can't sleep through the whole night ): I now trying to stand up and start anew although i don't wish to put down it but i know one day i'll have to face it rather than escaping this facts . If his mine means mine if he not means no matter stead break how many time also not .



To Kenn (didn't put all name down) : You should know who you are . Kenn you must have confident in yourself in order to jio her back if you have no confident in yourself how you got confident jioing her back . I know you give in alot, love her and cry for her alots too . But do you think you now keep crying got use ? I know it's hurtful you cry till wanna die but why don't you think another way instead of crying making yourself worst/bad why don't you think of how to get her back . You scared other boys snatch her away i know it's human who also will jealous if you see your loves one messaging other girls/boys . But the more you scared the more it will happen . So try to think how to jio her back and not drinking/crying all this kind kay . I understand how you feel but at least you're better than me i think you know why too . Tomorrow in school, i try help you too kay trust me okay . I help you once i believe she will patch with you again cause she still love you but need give her sometime to cool down and think carefully too . Keep asking her also not good cause you will make her irritated and sad/cry after that she don't wanna contact you , avoid you more worst right . So give both of you all cool down first and than ask her once again . Remember, love someone doesn't mean must be together most important is she/he is happy . If their truly happy you'll feel happy too but will be sad too . & stop all those drinking you forcing yourself ! If she know will she happy think of it .

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End school, saw fifi :D ! She come to our school opposite miss her so much as v.long didn't see her since she expel from school :x She now look like a barbie doll damn cute and chio luhs (: Happy for her but sad for her is she become bad and study private some more pay herself :/ Poor thing norhzxc . Afterthat, me and zhiqin went off le while walking to bus stop that time saw wanjun and jasmine so chit-chat with him they v.diam luhs so me and zhiqin macham at there being clown siol entertaining them :x So we walk to bus stop they different way liao . Went century square help dad take his handphone than jessie came too . Wait about 30-40mintues ?! Wtf siol damn fcuking long uh ! Once take le went makan (: Cause everyone stomach damn hungry . Eat finish le they went outside smoke that someone ask can buy one cigarette than went i turn back is da tou so qiao norhzxc . Chit-chat awhile he went off. They pei me go 77th street buy a checkered shirt and went mango buy 1 tanktop and 1 spaghetti shirt total all cause me 50 bucks :x Brought le actually wanna go home liao in the end raining -.- So all come my house :X Zhiqin come sleep jessie come play computer :/

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Sleep till afternoon bath everything meet samuel . Take bus to chinatown get my nitec hairstylist result i passed ! (: Damn happy luhs :D ! Take le mrt back to tampines . Samuel went home so went 209 slack with zhihuang and shawn first . Bored -.- So meet nicholas eat after that jessie and zhiqin came le :x Eat finish nicholas went home than we went 209 slack with shawn they all . Ah hao v.di siaosiao luhs (: Slack till 6plus everyone went off le so me, zhiqin and jessie went tm walkwalk afterthat ah qiang came . Shopping all this till 9plus and i brought a cream for eyes want from face shop cause 70buck now i'm broke ): Went home with jessie after that . When walk pass century square the flower shop i think of you giving me it ): I really miss those times i'm trying to let go but i know it's hard i only live without you but i still love you like how i do );

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Didn't went to school today :x As sleep till forget wake up . Heheh . Than bath everything, online chit-chat with nicholas awhile than meet him around 9plus eat breakfast . Eat finish slack till 12plus chit-chat alot after that bored liao so decided go teoheng . Wait for nicholas go home change le than cab down katong . Sing till halfway wilson came wearing school uni :D Sing till 3plus bus back tampines . Slack at 209 nicholas play basketball while me and wilson keep laughing about the two boys playing basketball as damn funny ! (: Till 6plus went home as they going for cheamean birthday than i don't want go as i not really know others :x Nicholas sing v.nice luhs :D Heheh nice voice future singer kay <: Hmmm, raining le norhzxc . About 5 days didn't saw him but today saw him :/ Haiss .
From my days down and on i'll never stop thinking of you . How can i forget all that when you're the one who make me smile, how i wish you were still mine. Never forget the day how we were together . I know it's me who say goodbye and that's the hardest thing to do. Cause you mean so much to me . For all the things i've said , i hope you will forgive me and understand that not i wanted too cause that wasn't i meant to do . It's cause your heart not here anymore . If give me one more chance to choose i'll still will choose you .

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I love today date and i miss it too ): Do you still remember ? I don't think so :/ I wondering why am i loving you so much when you didn't do alot of things for me as i mean action. Yesterday i saw you i wanted to be happy in front of you but when i look at you i wanted to cry out . When you say you have stead my hearts totally break and cry for many hours this is the answer that i don't wanna know it at all . Sometimes i thinking if you got stead anot i curios but sometimes i think again if you got stead how much hurtrs will i get it i'm thinking and what my mind want too :x Now i know hows the pain is it's totally suck ttm ! But i only know that i miss you alot . Every night wanted sleep but can't sleep cause when i close my eyes i will think of our memories those times we together and i will see those toys you give me and drop tears to sleep . I know you won't come and read it and you would not remember today date at all . Now you should be enjoying your life outside ? (: You're so happy with your life right now maybe what i did was right for you buh . I won't i
nterfere your life know that your happy is enough for me . Maybe all the while is only i one-sided love niah ):
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Tony: Laughs, being retarded :D Whack you not me [:
Andrea Baobei: Hais, i hope i can forget him too ):

サンタクロース: Lol, i really don't know what you talking :x
Evelyn: Lol, anything :/
Weeanne: Thanks :D
Passerby: Me and mitchell is friend . And not what alot tapor . Go out with tapor means i love them ? Wth -.- I love kennytay so what his not mine too . Love him got any wrong ? So please don't misunderstood that going out with boys means love them or flirt -.- This world friends either girl or boy right :/
Eda B: Wei da? Even i'm wei da giving blessing to him but i know my heart hurts alot while i say blessing to him or last long )":
Joyln: Thanks (:
Boon Ahgong: Shhhh, psk us :x

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Morning 8am wake up -.- Thanks to mitchell chan call me up and say meet him :x So do my own things and prepare everything went tampines interchange there meet him slack till 11plus than went safra meet boon . Went 209 slack play chess . He bully norhzxc i don't even know how play it's my second time playing only than he keep eating and teaching me wrong step ! After that zhiqin came than shawn came . Play chess all the way :D They teach me how play (: Finally know abit already :D Than jianming came and a guy came don't him :x Play and slack till 6.30pm shawn went home as he need to go back camp liao than boon went home too . Me, zhiqin and jianming went tampines mall eat the name central not bad luhs the food it's all like hongkong food norhzxc while eating damn funny luhs a guy keep laughing none stop . Eat finish, went shopping . Shop the whole tampines mall and century square . Quite fun luhs keep laughing and talking none stop at all :D And help jianming take peekture kay (: Wong jianming went in lingerie(bra shop) and we laugh like mad cause he wanna take peekture pulling the g-string but alot people see damn paiseh . This two days really enjoy myself after losing him i always put a fake smile on my face but this two days got smile truly abit i love this life hope can continue like that it's simple and happy :D Hope this two friends with me want can know how i feel thanks :D Hope we continue maintain this close friendship <: But whenever i saw him i wanted to be normal and being happy infront of him so to let him show that without him i can be more happy but i really fake it v.hard ): I saw you i always wanted to look at you more and wanted to close with you but i know i'm nothing to you anymore just thinking why can you so easily forget our memories and get into a new relationship . But still wanna thanks to my both fcuking true friends ! (: Thanks for pei-ing me everything tan zhiqin & wong jianming :D This two days really did enjoy myself with a true smile not fake <; But tan zhiqin cheer up too kay ~ !

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Xiaohui: Welcome & thanks :D
サンタクロース: Lol, i don't even know what you writing :x
Jianming Kor: Okay luhs . I more worst help you take peekture keep laughing (:
Zhiqin Sister: Yeapyeap :D

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Morning help mummy work till 12plus than went zhiqin house find her . Chit-chat with her dad awhile than all leave house as zhiqin father need go work than me and zhiqin go shopping ! (: It's the first time shopping with her break record siol 4 years friendship we never go shopping together want but today we both go our own niah :D At first will thought bored cause we both niah but in the end we enjoying ourself (: Saw a girl wearing like a bra top and a hot pants siol alot people staring at her but her body shape v.nice only like v.weird norhzxc in bugis where like that without shirt :x Me and zhiqin shopping the whole bugis , iluma, bugis street, bugis junction every shop go in and see she brought a shirt and i brought a heels that cost $49.90 and a bag that cost $18 . Broke siol ! ): She v.noisy luhs keep complaining she want the small sony phone as it's really small and cute . Noisy girl . From afternoon shop till night only at bugis niah leyyy . Pro horx we two :x Take bus back tampines went eat and back home as damn tired le . Tomorrow meeting again :D Our deal is keep going places to shop/eat everything :D Although only two people seems boring but we having fun talking the whole day didn't stop neh [: Tmr will update today peekture cause need call jianming send me through comp :/
And to some fcuker, ehs if you really think is i spread things than is your fcuking problem check it out clearly than say people . Nabei, you told both of us only than they say is technical spread than you just 100% confirm is i say want ! Why can't be your close friends beside you ?! They blame you for telling us than you swear say what forever don't talk to me all this right don't think i don't know childish game okay . What swear don't talk this only primary students do , and you all didn't even check out the truth than all push to me clever luhs horx ! Cannot blame marhzxc you all N.A leyyy we N.T marhzxc right this is what your mind thinking right now ! I know who the fcuk is it pushing all the blame, know who the one spread out first but i won't say it out as you all also blame me what else can i do ?! Ccb luhs .


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(Vanessa tattoo butterfly, mine musical)
Remember those toys and the flower got bear want you give me . Really miss it ):


Me and vanessa sex-partner go do tattoo :/ As mine continue doing finally finish ! (: Vanessa went touch up become nicer hers butterfly mine is musical notes. After that he text me at first is v.happy but once i read liao i straight away cry out . Thanks vanessa sex-partner for lending me her shoulder crying hugging me sweetsweet *winks :D And brian as i use his tissue till finish :x After that eyes swollen so went home cover up my swollen eyes first than meet nicholas, wilson and another 2 guys slack at 264 the garden there . 6.50pm went fetch lil sister, shawn play with her she no mood as fever poor sister >: Give lil sister to mummy le went down 209 meet zhiqin, jianming and ah boon studying (: Goodgirl kay . But don't really have the mood to study as somethings happen )": After that, ben, zhihuang and lydia came . They come slack and disturb us -.- Ben and zhihuang went home . After that shawn & co at 209 slack too . Shawn keep bully me luhs ]: Than he came too after that awhile more went home liao as wanted to see him more but scared as v.sad everything so went home norhzxc .It's 1.00am liao tomorrow 4am still need wake up :x Idomissyou but only can far away see you as you said you got girlfriend so i don't wanna disturb you anymore . Takecares }: Putting a mask on a face really v.xinku ):



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Tony:
Can't uhh, my pasal kay :/
Jianming Kor: I also hope can don't think ):

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(The nails above i do want kay (: )

Later for school again :x Meet syirah went mac eat and saw jacqueline eating alone :x So seat together and eat damn full luhs ! Went in school in 9am . Second period, english study till abit than health checkup :/ Recess go back class as full don't wanna eat . Third period, ebs study till sleep . Fourth period, maths also sleeping :x Ffith and sixth period, elective today doing nails :D Contact time at canteen (: End school, went for nafa test . Went home rest awhile went 201 meet jianming and jason . Pei them eat and i didn't eat as no appetite eat . They eat finish went 209 play basketball awhile fetch lil sister and go home . Today be guaiguai night stay at home cause mummy kpkb say i every night also go out so today stay at home cause tomorrow night going out marhzxc . Heheh . Thinking of joining shi guan butbut alot of my friends call me not to join :x Hmmm, considering only kay cause i also don't know why suddenly v.interested in the drum maybe it's cause of everyday seeing him playing/doing all this buh . Haisssss >: Some say i changed ? Do i ? I really don't know ;/ Tell me what do you i really don't know what to do anymore . Do you remember this date 8march ? Is the day that i lose you )": Today is 8april , i hate 8 cause it's the day i lose you but i love 12 cause it's the day you're mine . Everytime i saw an couple sweet i will smile for them but my heart really hurts it's remind of me and you together those times .

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