Friday, April 30, 2010 @ 4:22 PM
(The stairs is nice (: )
School as normal , didn't update my blog is cause this few days keep staying at home read my book (: It's nicenice man ! Lazy to update much too. As staying at home reading book also nothing to say -.- Butbut later meet zhiqin and jianming @ 209 slackslack . Bring my book to read too <: I become guai cause i keep taking book along with me ? (: Hahah . Anyway, i do think of him sometimes although it's sad but i try my best not to think of him anymore . I know my life won't have him anymore again . Yesterday talk to mummy h2h for about 2hour plus ? (: Cause miss him so h2h talk to her norhzxc . Thanks mummy for bring my listening ear yeah :D Gonna continue read my book liao than go out later [:
Labels: Pimple hurts .
Tuesday, April 27, 2010 @ 10:17 PM
( I bun want neh <: Nicenice ? Heheh . But fcuking hate to do this as it's tiring ): )
This few days didn't update as stomach is v.pain ): Poor stomach . School as normal norhzxc . Went home bath everthing meet jianming than went TM eat and i forget my stomach is unwell yet i go eat chili -.- Stupid right as yesterday didn't eat anything at all . Than my stomach macham burning siah ! Wtf . Eat liao went popular search for nice books to read as i wanna read cause it's been many years i didn't even read books ? Even read, read till halfway lazy read :x Hopefully this time i can read finish the book <: Brought 2 books quite nice to read :D Jianming say tomorrow he buying the same book as me than read finish together go continue buying <: Buy le, than take mrt to chinatown and jianming went home . While in mrt reading almost fall asleep :x Heheh . Went for lesson . During lesson jason keep come disturb me. Keep call me laoahma . Ergggghhh, xiaodidi i older than you 1 year old only kay . Take mrt home, reading my book didn't fall asleep siah cause quite nice <: Afterthat, bus 38 back home . In bus that time the bus driver brake than an old uncle standing fall down lying on the floor siah ! Wtf norhzxc don't they have a heart for old peoples meh . & jianming and jason both also no heart want keep disturbing me ! Not guys at all norhzxc . Bullier. And to someone, sorry i don't wanna get into relationship yet cause i still can't forget him maybe is get the hurt too much buhs . Nao most important to me is brothers/sisters&friends :D See them&him happy i'm happy enough too don't wanna wish for much le . So nao forcus on my hairstylist and n level exam the best won't get any hurt . And i'm quite abit happy with my life now as i got sisters/brothers&friends pei me while i'm sad or bored they will always be the one 24 hour pei me :) Even i still miss the life with him but i now it's impossible for us to be together again . Thanks to jianming&zhiqin pei-ing me when i need you all. All come to tampines no matter how far you all stay just to pei me niah . Other than thanks i don't know what else can i say le . When i call you all out you all confirm come out pei me only when you all work or what i understand . But my whole life most happy is to know you both this two good sister&brother buh <: Rightrgiht but you all know me more good right is your fortunate . Heheh ! Luv both of you ttm yeah . Hahah . Don't talk too much le gonna sleep as tomorrow 5am meet good brother wong jianming to take tan zhiqin file and have breakfast . Heheh :) G'night peoples :D
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Labels: You love the most will be hurting you the most .
Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 11:58 PM
Early morning help mummy work till 11plus than went grandma house as mummy wanna me go pass angbao as 1st month baby cousin marhzxc :x So went there eat abit and daddy came too :D Happyhappy, cause got daddy to pei me so won't so shy :) Chit-chat with relative abit le uncle send me home as don't need waste time back mrt marhzxc so good . Reach home le, rest norhzxc watch show and messaging . Than shawn keep ask me meet early so delay till 5pm meet jianming than went 209 find him in the end he play basketball -.- So me and jianming went RC seat and chit-chat afterthat dexter came than shawn , ah hao they all come in seat and chit-chat . Went century square watch movie DATE NIGHT quite nice luhs funny <: But thanks dexter help me pay as give him the money he don't want :x Than i pass to jianming all jiu push here and there :/ So he ask me back the money . When watching movie that time i eating the defu don't know what thing luhs that stupid dexter pull it away . Ergggghhh . Keep wanted to pull mine but can't pull till (: Watch finish, went 209 eat . Eat finish liao , slack awhile and go home as head v.dizzy >: Wanna sleep soon le if not i'm gonna sick ):
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Labels: Learn to let go even i don't bear to
Thursday, April 22, 2010 @ 9:41 PM
My specs (:
3 people go court today :x But 2 nothing happen :D Left another 1 i not sure le . Hope he nothing happen too norhzxc :/ Stomach&pimple paiinnn neh )":
Fcuk up ! Who do you think you are ?! You go out by food give girlf eat cause she sick last time you got lykdat kiss my ass luhs horx ! Yet YOUR GIRLF talk to me and tell me everything how you two stead, when stead all purposely uh ! Stead the date also 12 ?! Wtf ! So qiao . Nabei . Say what stay at her house yesterday and today so what big deal isit ?! Tell her what tampines not fun/nice want than don't stay tampines luhs move in her house stay luhs ! I confirm one day return you back how you hurt me x2 ! Tell me what baby her baby there don't make me vomit luhs don't even know who i am and can tell me so much thing why don't you go do luv strangers also can luhs <: I'm fcuking hot right now ! Really feel like beating you but afterthat feel like crying again BUT i won't cry for you anymore ! I'm gonna look down on you you're the first person who let me look down on ! Happy buh . Childish mind & acting one big ! I this time gonna delete everything concern about you ! Fcxk off my mind !
Labels: I look down on you
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 11:15 PM
I do want kay :D It's diffcult do le also angry uh . Hate bunning ! :x
Went school as normal . After school went home rest awhile than went to chinatown as got night lesson :x End liao meet ben at 201 makan :D Went home afterthat . Today confirm sleep soundly want as yesterday wanted to sleep but see some message in the end can't sleep through the whole night ): I now trying to stand up and start anew although i don't wish to put down it but i know one day i'll have to face it rather than escaping this facts . If his mine means mine if he not means no matter stead break how many time also not .
To Kenn (didn't put all name down) : You should know who you are . Kenn you must have confident in yourself in order to jio her back if you have no confident in yourself how you got confident jioing her back . I know you give in alot, love her and cry for her alots too . But do you think you now keep crying got use ? I know it's hurtful you cry till wanna die but why don't you think another way instead of crying making yourself worst/bad why don't you think of how to get her back . You scared other boys snatch her away i know it's human who also will jealous if you see your loves one messaging other girls/boys . But the more you scared the more it will happen . So try to think how to jio her back and not drinking/crying all this kind kay . I understand how you feel but at least you're better than me i think you know why too . Tomorrow in school, i try help you too kay trust me okay . I help you once i believe she will patch with you again cause she still love you but need give her sometime to cool down and think carefully too . Keep asking her also not good cause you will make her irritated and sad/cry after that she don't wanna contact you , avoid you more worst right . So give both of you all cool down first and than ask her once again . Remember, love someone doesn't mean must be together most important is she/he is happy . If their truly happy you'll feel happy too but will be sad too . & stop all those drinking you forcing yourself ! If she know will she happy think of it .
Labels: ITJQ must smile no matter what, Telling myself
Monday, April 19, 2010 @ 8:19 PM
- Late for school :x Saw guojun at bus stop than he say my school logo than smile cause i bluff him say i NUS . Laughs .
- Eat breakfast with zhiqin, his father and syirah. 8plus went in school .
- Second period, p.e stay in class play computer :D
- Recess stay in class play computer too (:
- Third period, cpa in computer lab do our work and play computer :x
- Fourth period, teacher never come in class sleep C:
- Fifth & Sixth period, slack at study area <: & Contact time .
End school, saw fifi :D ! She come to our school opposite miss her so much as v.long didn't see her since she expel from school :x She now look like a barbie doll damn cute and chio luhs (: Happy for her but sad for her is she become bad and study private some more pay herself :/ Poor thing norhzxc . Afterthat, me and zhiqin went off le while walking to bus stop that time saw wanjun and jasmine so chit-chat with him they v.diam luhs so me and zhiqin macham at there being clown siol entertaining them :x So we walk to bus stop they different way liao . Went century square help dad take his handphone than jessie came too . Wait about 30-40mintues ?! Wtf siol damn fcuking long uh ! Once take le went makan (: Cause everyone stomach damn hungry . Eat finish le they went outside smoke that someone ask can buy one cigarette than went i turn back is da tou so qiao norhzxc . Chit-chat awhile he went off. They pei me go 77th street buy a checkered shirt and went mango buy 1 tanktop and 1 spaghetti shirt total all cause me 50 bucks :x Brought le actually wanna go home liao in the end raining -.- So all come my house :X Zhiqin come sleep jessie come play computer :/
Labels: He wear formal v.cute but yet i can't tell him
Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 10:13 PM
Sleep till afternoon bath everything meet samuel . Take bus to chinatown get my nitec hairstylist result i passed ! (: Damn happy luhs :D ! Take le mrt back to tampines . Samuel went home so went 209 slack with zhihuang and shawn first . Bored -.- So meet nicholas eat after that jessie and zhiqin came le :x Eat finish nicholas went home than we went 209 slack with shawn they all . Ah hao v.di siaosiao luhs (: Slack till 6plus everyone went off le so me, zhiqin and jessie went tm walkwalk afterthat ah qiang came . Shopping all this till 9plus and i brought a cream for eyes want from face shop cause 70buck now i'm broke ): Went home with jessie after that . When walk pass century square the flower shop i think of you giving me it ): I really miss those times i'm trying to let go but i know it's hard i only live without you but i still love you like how i do );
Labels: Do you know it
Friday, April 16, 2010 @ 8:13 PM
Didn't went to school today :x As sleep till forget wake up . Heheh . Than bath everything, online chit-chat with nicholas awhile than meet him around 9plus eat breakfast . Eat finish slack till 12plus chit-chat alot after that bored liao so decided go teoheng . Wait for nicholas go home change le than cab down katong . Sing till halfway wilson came wearing school uni :D Sing till 3plus bus back tampines . Slack at 209 nicholas play basketball while me and wilson keep laughing about the two boys playing basketball as damn funny ! (: Till 6plus went home as they going for cheamean birthday than i don't want go as i not really know others :x Nicholas sing v.nice luhs :D Heheh nice voice future singer kay <: Hmmm, raining le norhzxc . About 5 days didn't saw him but today saw him :/ Haiss .
From my days down and on i'll never stop thinking of you . How can i forget all that when you're the one who make me smile, how i wish you were still mine. Never forget the day how we were together . I know it's me who say goodbye and that's the hardest thing to do. Cause you mean so much to me . For all the things i've said , i hope you will forgive me and understand that not i wanted too cause that wasn't i meant to do . It's cause your heart not here anymore . If give me one more chance to choose i'll still will choose you .
Labels: Once i have you sould be happy enough buh .
Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 4:34 PM
I love today date and i miss it too ): Do you still remember ? I don't think so :/ I wondering why am i loving you so much when you didn't do alot of things for me as i mean action. Yesterday i saw you i wanted to be happy in front of you but when i look at you i wanted to cry out . When you say you have stead my hearts totally break and cry for many hours this is the answer that i don't wanna know it at all . Sometimes i thinking if you got stead anot i curios but sometimes i think again if you got stead how much hurtrs will i get it i'm thinking and what my mind want too :x Now i know hows the pain is it's totally suck ttm ! But i only know that i miss you alot . Every night wanted sleep but can't sleep cause when i close my eyes i will think of our memories those times we together and i will see those toys you give me and drop tears to sleep . I know you won't come and read it and you would not remember today date at all . Now you should be enjoying your life outside ? (: You're so happy with your life right now maybe what i did was right for you buh . I won't i
nterfere your life know that your happy is enough for me . Maybe all the while is only i one-sided love niah ):
♥ 53669829
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Labels: I thought i'm strong enough but actually i'm not that strong as how you think
Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ 11:47 PM
Morning help mummy work till 12plus than went zhiqin house find her . Chit-chat with her dad awhile than all leave house as zhiqin father need go work than me and zhiqin go shopping ! (: It's the first time shopping with her break record siol 4 years friendship we never go shopping together want but today we both go our own niah :D At first will thought bored cause we both niah but in the end we enjoying ourself (: Saw a girl wearing like a bra top and a hot pants siol alot people staring at her but her body shape v.nice only like v.weird norhzxc in bugis where like that without shirt :x Me and zhiqin shopping the whole bugis , iluma, bugis street, bugis junction every shop go in and see she brought a shirt and i brought a heels that cost $49.90 and a bag that cost $18 . Broke siol ! ): She v.noisy luhs keep complaining she want the small sony phone as it's really small and cute . Noisy girl . From afternoon shop till night only at bugis niah leyyy . Pro horx we two :x Take bus back tampines went eat and back home as damn tired le . Tomorrow meeting again :D Our deal is keep going places to shop/eat everything :D Although only two people seems boring but we having fun talking the whole day didn't stop neh [: Tmr will update today peekture cause need call jianming send me through comp :/
And to some fcuker, ehs if you really think is i spread things than is your fcuking problem check it out clearly than say people . Nabei, you told both of us only than they say is technical spread than you just 100% confirm is i say want ! Why can't be your close friends beside you ?! They blame you for telling us than you swear say what forever don't talk to me all this right don't think i don't know childish game okay . What swear don't talk this only primary students do , and you all didn't even check out the truth than all push to me clever luhs horx ! Cannot blame marhzxc you all N.A leyyy we N.T marhzxc right this is what your mind thinking right now ! I know who the fcuk is it pushing all the blame, know who the one spread out first but i won't say it out as you all also blame me what else can i do ?! Ccb luhs .
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Labels: I miss you so much but there's nothing i can do